Scripture: Ezekiel 9:9, 10 NLT
Then he said to me, “The sins of the people of Israel and Judah are very, very great. The entire land is full of murder; the city is filled with injustice. They are saying, ‘The Lord doesn’t see it! The Lord has abandoned the land!’ So I will not spare them or have any pity on them. I will fully repay them for all they have done.”
Observation:
Oh, the irony. The injustice, indeed. Just prior to this in Ezekiel's vision, the Lord shows him the idolatrous sins of the people, and how they've defiled the temple. And then, with the temple filed with "detestable sin", they complain that the Lord isn't hanging around like a kicked dog, waiting for a chance to make up.
Application:
Is there anywhere in my life that I'm doing that? Attributing to God faults or shortcomings that are my own? Or that belong to my heritage or culture?
Yesterday, God led me carefully through a simple, everyday experience, so I could learn one very important thing . . . He really IS a jealous God, and he doesn't want me to be better friends with anyone else than I am with Him. ;o) He taught me gently; just whispered a gentle check through the Holy Spirit when I wanted to turn to a mortal (and a pretty darn awesome one at that) for an answer to a dilemma. I mulled over that for a bit, because even though I listened to the Holy Spirit, I still did a teensy bit of mental foot stomping. And then, it hit me. God was jealous! He didn't want me to be better friends with anyone else than I am with Him. :o) I laughed long and loud at that . . . not derisively, but because it tickled my sense of humor to realize that the Lord God of Hosts sees me just as He sees the Israelites and Judah. He doesn't want anyone to come before Him. And that's pretty cool--definitely worthy of joyful laughter.
Prayer:
Father of mine, I glorify You for Your incredible, patient, endless love. For Your faithfulness to me, while I'm learning to be faithful to You. For Your awesome sense of humor, and the way You make me laugh as You show me more and more relationship all around me--between people, between Your people and Yourself, and best of all, between You and me. And I love how it feels like You show me these things, in part, to see me laugh. :o) Keep it up, my God, please! I just want more of You, and to sing and laugh and walk with You all the day long. Because You are Good. So, so good! In Jesus' name, Amen. :o)
30 August 2013
29 August 2013
Best. Reunion. Ever.
Scripture: Revelation 3:20-21 NLT
"Look! I stand at the door and knock. If you hear my voice and open the door, I will come in, and we will share a meal together as friends. Those who are victorious will sit with me on my throne, just as I was victorious and sat with my Father on his throne."
Observation: Eating together as friends. Sitting with Jesus on His throne in the same way He sat with His Father on the Father's throne when Jesus won His ultimate victory.
Application: Folks, Jesus doesn't want slaves, or even servants. He wants equals! Now, this might be old news to y'all, but for this girl, it's huge. HUGE. Jesus wants loving family that will run to Him and rejoice with Him. WHo will see His face, so well-known, and those eyes of His, and share a moment of deep relationship . . . one of those silent exchanges that hold eternity suspended between two souls, filled with long experience and rough times and rejoicing and sorrow and overcoming . . . and then the joy will explode, and we'll shout and dance and hug and clap and sing, with Him. Can you feel the Holy Spirit trying to tell you, just a little, what that will be like? I'm just barely beginning to understand, as I've reached the point in my marriage and friendships that they've been tested and tried, gone through amazing highs and deep lows with these people by my side.
Prayer: Father, God in Heaven, oh, how I praise you for Christ Jesus. For giving me this incredible freedom to love, to joy, to fly in my heart up to heaven and see Him, and You. To sit on your lap, listen to you whisper in my ear, and learn who I really and truly am. I glorify Your Name for Your eternal watchcare over me . . . and the miracle omniscience and omnipotence that means you love and take care of me as if I was Your only creation, just as you care for every one of Your children. You are so good, God of mine, so amazingly and so-far-beyond-this-pathetic-mortal-language Good. Guide me today. Show me where to step, how to walk, and give me the words to speak, so I only speak Your Word, Your Will, and bring into being that which You designed for my happiness and Your Glory in my life. Hallelujah, to God and the Lamb! :o))))) In Jesus' most awesome and liberating name, Amen!
"Look! I stand at the door and knock. If you hear my voice and open the door, I will come in, and we will share a meal together as friends. Those who are victorious will sit with me on my throne, just as I was victorious and sat with my Father on his throne."
Observation: Eating together as friends. Sitting with Jesus on His throne in the same way He sat with His Father on the Father's throne when Jesus won His ultimate victory.
Application: Folks, Jesus doesn't want slaves, or even servants. He wants equals! Now, this might be old news to y'all, but for this girl, it's huge. HUGE. Jesus wants loving family that will run to Him and rejoice with Him. WHo will see His face, so well-known, and those eyes of His, and share a moment of deep relationship . . . one of those silent exchanges that hold eternity suspended between two souls, filled with long experience and rough times and rejoicing and sorrow and overcoming . . . and then the joy will explode, and we'll shout and dance and hug and clap and sing, with Him. Can you feel the Holy Spirit trying to tell you, just a little, what that will be like? I'm just barely beginning to understand, as I've reached the point in my marriage and friendships that they've been tested and tried, gone through amazing highs and deep lows with these people by my side.
And it will be GOOD.
28 August 2013
To the Point
Scripture: Ezekiel 3:22 NLT
Then the Lord took hold of me and said, “Get up and go out into the valley, and I will speak to you there.”
Observation: God often tells His followers to seek a quiet place to listen to Him.
Application: God has told me, numerous times, to seek him in solitude. But still, I try to read the word during the day. I don't go outside in the early morning as He has told me to do.
Prayer: Father, please bear with me. I will follow Your instructions, because I want to be near You. In Jesus' name, so be it. Amen.
Then the Lord took hold of me and said, “Get up and go out into the valley, and I will speak to you there.”
Observation: God often tells His followers to seek a quiet place to listen to Him.
Application: God has told me, numerous times, to seek him in solitude. But still, I try to read the word during the day. I don't go outside in the early morning as He has told me to do.
Prayer: Father, please bear with me. I will follow Your instructions, because I want to be near You. In Jesus' name, so be it. Amen.
27 August 2013
Pondering, or missing the point?
Scripture: Revelation 1:12-20 NLT
"And standing in the middle of the lampstands was someone like the Son of Man. He was wearing a long robe with a gold sash across his chest. His head and his hair were white like wool, as white as snow. And his eyes were like flames of fire. His feet were like polished bronze refined in a furnace, and his voice thundered like mighty ocean waves. He held seven stars in his right hand, and a sharp two-edged sword came from his mouth. And his face was like the sun in all its brilliance. When I saw him, I fell at his feet as if I were dead. But he laid his right hand on me and said, “Don’t be afraid! I am the First and the Last. I am the living one. I died, but look—I am alive forever and ever! And I hold the keys of death and the grave. “Write down what you have seen—both the things that are now happening and the things that will happen. This is the meaning of the mystery of the seven stars you saw in my right hand and the seven gold lampstands: The seven stars are the angels of the seven churches, and the seven lampstands are the seven churches."
Observation:
John is using imagery here, rich in meaning to his audience. But much of the poetic he employs simply isn't part of my cultural dialogue. (We prefer oil-rubbed bronze here over burnished, but I'm familiar with wool, being a spinner & knitter.) ;o) So John's descriptions tend to read literally in my mind's eye. I see a man with fire shooting from his eyes and a long, stiff, double-edged tongue waving around. But when I stop to think about it, I remember Paul telling the Ephesians to arm themselves with the sword of truth, and it begins to make sense. And maybe burnished brass is trying to describe the way Jesus' darker Jewish skin shines with glory. I highly recommend stopping and thinking about scripture. Pondering. The coolest stuff comes through the Holy Spirit when I do that. (Pondering, btw, means slowing down and thinking about what you're doing. Love that.)
But then! . . . then comes the best part. John is overcome, and faints dead away. And then, in my minds' eye, I see Jesus coming and kneeling over John, and touching his face or forehead with so much love, and reassuring him with all of the incredible love and gentleness He has. He's not standing, aloof in power and majesty, reaching out magically without moving a muscle to wake John up, then booming out in command "Don't you dare be afraid!" He loves John. He's comforting Him in deed and in spirit, as well as word. John knows Jesus, and this is a moment rich in meaning and comfort and security.
Application:
The Son of God in full glory revealed Himself to His servant, and that servant needed a little additional help in order to bear that glory. It wasn't easy, as the flesh, when surprised, tends to take over. lol But God cares tenderly for us. He knows us. He knows me! He wants so, so badly to manifest Himself to me in any way that I can possibly bear, possibly see, possibly understand. He's always trying, kind of like a friend desperate for attention, saying "Hey, watch this!" as he does amazing things in my life. The question is, will I see it? Will I stop and think? Or will I trundle on my oblivious way, seeing only a frightening figure, blazing with glory whose eyes and mouth are mortal dangers to me, blasting commands from his position on high?
Prayer:
God my Father, thank You so, so much for the gift of the Holy Spirit. For the urging to ponder as I feast on Your word. Thank you for opening so many things to my understanding, and for waking me tenderly. Please, keep guiding me. Keep showing me Your love more and more. Strengthen my knees and guide my feet as I walk daily in Your will for me, and let me draw ever closer to You. In Jesus' glorious name, Amen.
"And standing in the middle of the lampstands was someone like the Son of Man. He was wearing a long robe with a gold sash across his chest. His head and his hair were white like wool, as white as snow. And his eyes were like flames of fire. His feet were like polished bronze refined in a furnace, and his voice thundered like mighty ocean waves. He held seven stars in his right hand, and a sharp two-edged sword came from his mouth. And his face was like the sun in all its brilliance. When I saw him, I fell at his feet as if I were dead. But he laid his right hand on me and said, “Don’t be afraid! I am the First and the Last. I am the living one. I died, but look—I am alive forever and ever! And I hold the keys of death and the grave. “Write down what you have seen—both the things that are now happening and the things that will happen. This is the meaning of the mystery of the seven stars you saw in my right hand and the seven gold lampstands: The seven stars are the angels of the seven churches, and the seven lampstands are the seven churches."
Observation:
John is using imagery here, rich in meaning to his audience. But much of the poetic he employs simply isn't part of my cultural dialogue. (We prefer oil-rubbed bronze here over burnished, but I'm familiar with wool, being a spinner & knitter.) ;o) So John's descriptions tend to read literally in my mind's eye. I see a man with fire shooting from his eyes and a long, stiff, double-edged tongue waving around. But when I stop to think about it, I remember Paul telling the Ephesians to arm themselves with the sword of truth, and it begins to make sense. And maybe burnished brass is trying to describe the way Jesus' darker Jewish skin shines with glory. I highly recommend stopping and thinking about scripture. Pondering. The coolest stuff comes through the Holy Spirit when I do that. (Pondering, btw, means slowing down and thinking about what you're doing. Love that.)
But then! . . . then comes the best part. John is overcome, and faints dead away. And then, in my minds' eye, I see Jesus coming and kneeling over John, and touching his face or forehead with so much love, and reassuring him with all of the incredible love and gentleness He has. He's not standing, aloof in power and majesty, reaching out magically without moving a muscle to wake John up, then booming out in command "Don't you dare be afraid!" He loves John. He's comforting Him in deed and in spirit, as well as word. John knows Jesus, and this is a moment rich in meaning and comfort and security.
Application:
The Son of God in full glory revealed Himself to His servant, and that servant needed a little additional help in order to bear that glory. It wasn't easy, as the flesh, when surprised, tends to take over. lol But God cares tenderly for us. He knows us. He knows me! He wants so, so badly to manifest Himself to me in any way that I can possibly bear, possibly see, possibly understand. He's always trying, kind of like a friend desperate for attention, saying "Hey, watch this!" as he does amazing things in my life. The question is, will I see it? Will I stop and think? Or will I trundle on my oblivious way, seeing only a frightening figure, blazing with glory whose eyes and mouth are mortal dangers to me, blasting commands from his position on high?
Prayer:
God my Father, thank You so, so much for the gift of the Holy Spirit. For the urging to ponder as I feast on Your word. Thank you for opening so many things to my understanding, and for waking me tenderly. Please, keep guiding me. Keep showing me Your love more and more. Strengthen my knees and guide my feet as I walk daily in Your will for me, and let me draw ever closer to You. In Jesus' glorious name, Amen.
21 August 2013
Lots to Think On
S, O, & A: Do not love this world nor the things it offers you, for when you love the world, you do not have the love of the Father in you. For the world offers only a craving for physical pleasure, a craving for everything we see, and pride in our achievements and possessions. These are not from the Father, but are from this world. And this world is fading away, along with everything that people crave. But anyone who does what pleases God will live forever. (1 John 2:15-17)
Ouch.
I was wondering why today was so hard, such a struggle. I let myself get distracted by the shiny attractiveness of worldly things. And I know, personally, from my experiences that those verses are SO accurate! They're my day in a prophetic nutshell. But when I read them this morning, while distracted by worldly things, they didn't sink into my heart. Didn't even make a dent.
So I am writing to you not because you don’t know the truth but because you know the difference between truth and lies. And who is a liar? Anyone who says that Jesus is not the Christ. Anyone who denies the Father and the Son is an antichrist. Anyone who denies the Son doesn’t have the Father, either. But anyone who acknowledges the Son has the Father also. (1 John 2:21-23)
These verses made me think about how things I thoughtlessly do might deny the Christ. And how it seems like there are plenty religious folk in my history who profess Christ with their lips, but deny them with their lives.
And now, dear children, remain in fellowship with Christ so that when he returns, you will be full of courage and not shrink back from him in shame. (1 John 2:28 NLT)
This made me think of "I Can Only Imagine":
I can only imagine
What it will be like
When I walk
By your side
I can only imagine
What my eyes will see
When your face
Is before me
I can only imagine
Surrounded by Your glory, what will my heart feel
Will I dance for you Jesus or in awe of you be still
Will I stand in your presence or to my knees will I fall
Will I sing hallelujah, will I be able to speak at all
I can only imagine
I can only imagine
When that day comes
And I find myself
Standing in the Son
I can only imagine
When all I will do
Is forever
Forever worship You
I can only imagine
Surrounded by Your glory, what will my heart feel
Will I dance for you Jesus or in awe of you be still
Will I stand in your presence or to my knees will I fall
Will I sing hallelujah, will I be able to speak at all
I can only imagine
I can only imagine
I can only imagine
When all I will do
Is forever, forever worship you
When I finally come into the presence of my Jesus, I think I'll run to Him. Flat-out. Holding my breath . . . until I burst out laughing and weeping all mixed together when I finally reach Him. And He'll be cool with that. :-)
I have my crazy days . . . where I walk without Christ in the world. But when I turn and throw my all into Him, the joy and peace and love and buckets of goodness are nearly more than I can physically bear. And I don't feel like I should abase myself before Him--but rather jump and shout, laugh and sing, filled with incredible HIM-ness.
God. Is. Good. :-)
P: Dearest and definitely Most Amazing Father. I love you! :-) I will praise you my whole life through for Jesus, and for my rebirth. For the sunrise of joy in my life. Please--keep the spirits of confusion and weariness and worldly fascination FAR, far from me. Help me spot them miles off, and press closer to you.
Give me words to pray. Give me a new song to sing. I just want to rejoice and praise you all the day long, and in my dreams, too. In Jesus' most loving and fulfilling name, amen. :-)
19 August 2013
I Choose to Walk in Christ!
Scripture: Jeremiah 46:28
Do not be afraid, Jacob, my servant, for I am with you,” says the Lord . “I will completely destroy the nations to which I have exiled you, but I will not completely destroy you. I will discipline you, but with justice; I cannot let you go unpunished.”
Observation:
This was life under the law. Israel merited justice, because they hadn't turned to Christ. The Old Testament is full of examples of the Lord forgiving His people . . . but if they refuse to repent, justice claims its due, and as it says in the last phrase, the Lord cannot let the unrepentant go unpunished.
Application:
I'm SO glad I have been given the chance to know Christ. To walk in His sacrifice each and every day. To live in a completely new and different way . . . a gentler, merciful, loving way. To not feel compulsion to beat myself up for each and every shortcoming or failure, and to have the simple ease of forgiving all men in the same way flow from that forgiveness I feel surrounding me that comes from my Savior.
I feel like I should write and write about this. It's radically revolutionary to the way I was taught. I was taught something like this:
Sin:Repentance = 1:1
When, in reality, when you have been washed clean, it's a much more organic, constant process. I can stumble and mess up in a whole bunch of ways during a period of time, but it just takes one coming back to Jesus to make it all right again. (Apologizing & restoring if I've hurt or destroyed along my merry way, of course.) But it's not a game of trying to remember each and every blunder I've made, asking forgiveness for each and every one, and torturing myself over and over, trying to remember them all, and to make proper atonement for each myself. I just have to turn to Christ, and He comes and walks me through it all, healing and fixing and teaching along the way. This is SO much better than the "old" way, living under justice, instead of mercy. This is grace.
Prayer:
Father, I praise you for your incredible gift of Jesus. I praise Jesus for His astounding love and sacrifice . . . every minute of every day, for His whole life, He lived blameless, so he could pay for the wreckage I create, blundering through life with the best intentions. I have trouble, some days, with living blameless for three minutes, let alone 33 years. Guide me today, show me the path You want me to tread. Teach me Your will, Your ways, Your love and Your forgiveness each and every day. I glory that Your mercy is brand-spankin-new every morning. That I'm continually presented with a shiny new chance to live in Your will for me, to drink from the fountain of Living Water, and to be filled! You are so, so Good, God of mine, and I will rejoice in You forever. (And oh, what a wonderful eternity that will be! :o) In Jesus' most precious name I pray, amen.
Do not be afraid, Jacob, my servant, for I am with you,” says the Lord . “I will completely destroy the nations to which I have exiled you, but I will not completely destroy you. I will discipline you, but with justice; I cannot let you go unpunished.”
Observation:
This was life under the law. Israel merited justice, because they hadn't turned to Christ. The Old Testament is full of examples of the Lord forgiving His people . . . but if they refuse to repent, justice claims its due, and as it says in the last phrase, the Lord cannot let the unrepentant go unpunished.
Application:
I'm SO glad I have been given the chance to know Christ. To walk in His sacrifice each and every day. To live in a completely new and different way . . . a gentler, merciful, loving way. To not feel compulsion to beat myself up for each and every shortcoming or failure, and to have the simple ease of forgiving all men in the same way flow from that forgiveness I feel surrounding me that comes from my Savior.
I feel like I should write and write about this. It's radically revolutionary to the way I was taught. I was taught something like this:
Sin:Repentance = 1:1
When, in reality, when you have been washed clean, it's a much more organic, constant process. I can stumble and mess up in a whole bunch of ways during a period of time, but it just takes one coming back to Jesus to make it all right again. (Apologizing & restoring if I've hurt or destroyed along my merry way, of course.) But it's not a game of trying to remember each and every blunder I've made, asking forgiveness for each and every one, and torturing myself over and over, trying to remember them all, and to make proper atonement for each myself. I just have to turn to Christ, and He comes and walks me through it all, healing and fixing and teaching along the way. This is SO much better than the "old" way, living under justice, instead of mercy. This is grace.
Prayer:
Father, I praise you for your incredible gift of Jesus. I praise Jesus for His astounding love and sacrifice . . . every minute of every day, for His whole life, He lived blameless, so he could pay for the wreckage I create, blundering through life with the best intentions. I have trouble, some days, with living blameless for three minutes, let alone 33 years. Guide me today, show me the path You want me to tread. Teach me Your will, Your ways, Your love and Your forgiveness each and every day. I glory that Your mercy is brand-spankin-new every morning. That I'm continually presented with a shiny new chance to live in Your will for me, to drink from the fountain of Living Water, and to be filled! You are so, so Good, God of mine, and I will rejoice in You forever. (And oh, what a wonderful eternity that will be! :o) In Jesus' most precious name I pray, amen.
17 August 2013
Musings on Gathering
Scripture: Jeremiah 23:3-4 NLT
But I will gather together the remnant of my flock from the countries where I have driven them. I will bring them back to their own sheepfold, and they will be fruitful and increase in number. Then I will appoint responsible shepherds who will care for them, and they will never be afraid again. Not a single one will be lost or missing. I, the Lord, have spoken!
Observation:
What a lovely, lovely prophecy this is. While I'm not currently living in a physical gathering of Saints, I look forward to the day I will . . . even if I have to wait until Christ comes again. I have long had a feeling that this is a gathering place, this county of ours, and I look forward to seeing what that means to God, and what He plans he will bring about.
Application:
In the meantime, I will cherish verses like these. I will surrender and live among my family, and among my friends, in this way. I don't want a single one to go missing, or be lost. I want to live in fellowship with the Saints, in unity, in the love of Christ, so His joy can flow among and through us without obstruction.
Prayer:
Father in heaven, I praise Your glorious and holy name for the gathering you have done in my life; for the precious loved ones I have who have led me to You. Thank you, thank you, thank you! And I thank you for the way that I'm beginning to find kindred where I didn't expect, to help and support me--those who understand very well what I have experienced. Lord, please guide me. Help me to know how to love my own, and Your own, and all others, with Your love. Show me how to raise my children, how to train and teach them, so they can come to know You as You really are. Put people in their paths--TRUE disciples of Your Son, Jesus--who can show them Your way, and the true nature of God's love. Let Your love touch those I speak to, those I touch. And please bless me with a constant desire to do so, and the awareness to recognize when I have allowed the enemy to slip back into my life. he is so, so sneaky, and I don't always catch it before he has managed to make me forget so, so much. In Jesus' name, amen.
But I will gather together the remnant of my flock from the countries where I have driven them. I will bring them back to their own sheepfold, and they will be fruitful and increase in number. Then I will appoint responsible shepherds who will care for them, and they will never be afraid again. Not a single one will be lost or missing. I, the Lord, have spoken!
Observation:
What a lovely, lovely prophecy this is. While I'm not currently living in a physical gathering of Saints, I look forward to the day I will . . . even if I have to wait until Christ comes again. I have long had a feeling that this is a gathering place, this county of ours, and I look forward to seeing what that means to God, and what He plans he will bring about.
Application:
In the meantime, I will cherish verses like these. I will surrender and live among my family, and among my friends, in this way. I don't want a single one to go missing, or be lost. I want to live in fellowship with the Saints, in unity, in the love of Christ, so His joy can flow among and through us without obstruction.
Prayer:
Father in heaven, I praise Your glorious and holy name for the gathering you have done in my life; for the precious loved ones I have who have led me to You. Thank you, thank you, thank you! And I thank you for the way that I'm beginning to find kindred where I didn't expect, to help and support me--those who understand very well what I have experienced. Lord, please guide me. Help me to know how to love my own, and Your own, and all others, with Your love. Show me how to raise my children, how to train and teach them, so they can come to know You as You really are. Put people in their paths--TRUE disciples of Your Son, Jesus--who can show them Your way, and the true nature of God's love. Let Your love touch those I speak to, those I touch. And please bless me with a constant desire to do so, and the awareness to recognize when I have allowed the enemy to slip back into my life. he is so, so sneaky, and I don't always catch it before he has managed to make me forget so, so much. In Jesus' name, amen.
16 August 2013
Grace: the Ultimate Antidote
Today, I left a comment over at The Perfect Day, in answer to a reader question. Below is the question, and my answer. I wanted to keep a copy of my answer, because I was reminded of some deeply important things that I had forgotten over the last couple of days.
"One of my own personal difficulties, in relating to prayer, esp. evening prayers, is that it's so hard for me to get into the frame of mind to pray in a way that I really feel close to Heavenly Father in closing out my day. I think it has to do mostly with 'well...I set out this morning with all these great ambitions and look how I didn't achieve it, again.' Is there anything you do to 'prep' yourself for prayer? I've tried reading my scriptures and singing hymns before I pray but for some reason those nightly prayers -- reporting back when I always have something that I've messed up on (even though there's good stuff in there too) -- are always harder to feel the closeness for me.
Just wondering what you think. How can I let go and prepare myself better to pray when every night I just feel disappointed in all the things I've done wrong?
Thanks,
M"
M, it sounds like you're judging your performance each evening. But you're in luck: these are things I've struggled with, as well! ;o) Two thoughts:
1) Christ is the only judge. And He has told us, over and over and over in scripture, that He isn't going to condemn us. Our God isn't one to shake His finger in our faces, or alienate us from His presence. Judgement, consignment to a certain distance from God, doesn't happen until Judgement Day. So you can let go of that judgemental spirit. (Or cast it out, if you prefer.) Self-condemnation (which includes disappointment in ourselves!) is one of the adversary's biggest, beefiest, most steel-studded bludgeons . . . and we take it from him and use it on ourselves with a will, thinking we're being good Saints as we do so. But I have GREAT news! Anything (and I mean ANYTHING) that keeps you from drawing closer to God is NOT of Him. And if something isn't of God, then it's either of men or of the devil. And we all know how effective those latter two are at bringing about salvation. ;o)
2) Performance. This is a tough one, because it's so insidious, especially if you're a Latter-day Saint, or a member of another works-focused church. The Law of Moses was a law of performances and ordinances. And that law was fulfilled, down to the tiniest detail, by the sacrifice Jesus made: His perfect life, His atonement, His death, and His resurrection. He has broken the bands of death and SIN . . . and freed us from them. Period. End. It is done!!! And whenever I think of that, I want to jump and shout and sing, because I don't have to EARN my salvation. I don't have to perform to a certain standard in order to have the help of my Savior and Friend in this life. I have to have a willing heart, and then He will walk me through whatever comes next. It takes NO level of righteousness to "earn" access to the Lord Jesus Christ. Who did He hang out with, and often, during His life? Hated tax collectors for the oppressive government. Women who were sold to whoever wanted them. Sinners. He let all who wanted to come unto Him to come. He BID them come. "Come unto Me, all ye who are heavy laden, and I will give you rest!" And He still calls us today. Constantly. Every one of us. All the time.
The grace of Jesus Christ means that He will be close to us AS we mess up, fall down, bloody our knees and noses, and blunder around through this life. He will heal our hurts, the injuries of those who we've hurt through our own actions, and help us give it another go.
The next time you feel distant from God, for whatever reason, just stop. Stop and quiet your mind. Even if you're in the middle of a crowd, or there's a lot of distraction going on, you can quiet the inside of your own head, making stillness there. And listen. Listen with your spiritual ears for the sound of your name. Because Jesus is calling you. He's calling me. Every one of us, every second of every day, He's calling us back to Him. All we have to do is answer with a willing heart, and suddenly, He will be there. You can talk to Him, and share with Him, and He'll feel closer and closer as you continue to praise and thank Him for all you have. Then you can talk over what you need to work on, and He will take your hand, or gather you up into His amazing arms, and love you through whatever it is that you're going through.
Don't give up. Just listen . . . He's there, waiting for you to turn your mind to Him!!!
"One of my own personal difficulties, in relating to prayer, esp. evening prayers, is that it's so hard for me to get into the frame of mind to pray in a way that I really feel close to Heavenly Father in closing out my day. I think it has to do mostly with 'well...I set out this morning with all these great ambitions and look how I didn't achieve it, again.' Is there anything you do to 'prep' yourself for prayer? I've tried reading my scriptures and singing hymns before I pray but for some reason those nightly prayers -- reporting back when I always have something that I've messed up on (even though there's good stuff in there too) -- are always harder to feel the closeness for me.
Just wondering what you think. How can I let go and prepare myself better to pray when every night I just feel disappointed in all the things I've done wrong?
Thanks,
M"
M, it sounds like you're judging your performance each evening. But you're in luck: these are things I've struggled with, as well! ;o) Two thoughts:
1) Christ is the only judge. And He has told us, over and over and over in scripture, that He isn't going to condemn us. Our God isn't one to shake His finger in our faces, or alienate us from His presence. Judgement, consignment to a certain distance from God, doesn't happen until Judgement Day. So you can let go of that judgemental spirit. (Or cast it out, if you prefer.) Self-condemnation (which includes disappointment in ourselves!) is one of the adversary's biggest, beefiest, most steel-studded bludgeons . . . and we take it from him and use it on ourselves with a will, thinking we're being good Saints as we do so. But I have GREAT news! Anything (and I mean ANYTHING) that keeps you from drawing closer to God is NOT of Him. And if something isn't of God, then it's either of men or of the devil. And we all know how effective those latter two are at bringing about salvation. ;o)
2) Performance. This is a tough one, because it's so insidious, especially if you're a Latter-day Saint, or a member of another works-focused church. The Law of Moses was a law of performances and ordinances. And that law was fulfilled, down to the tiniest detail, by the sacrifice Jesus made: His perfect life, His atonement, His death, and His resurrection. He has broken the bands of death and SIN . . . and freed us from them. Period. End. It is done!!! And whenever I think of that, I want to jump and shout and sing, because I don't have to EARN my salvation. I don't have to perform to a certain standard in order to have the help of my Savior and Friend in this life. I have to have a willing heart, and then He will walk me through whatever comes next. It takes NO level of righteousness to "earn" access to the Lord Jesus Christ. Who did He hang out with, and often, during His life? Hated tax collectors for the oppressive government. Women who were sold to whoever wanted them. Sinners. He let all who wanted to come unto Him to come. He BID them come. "Come unto Me, all ye who are heavy laden, and I will give you rest!" And He still calls us today. Constantly. Every one of us. All the time.
The grace of Jesus Christ means that He will be close to us AS we mess up, fall down, bloody our knees and noses, and blunder around through this life. He will heal our hurts, the injuries of those who we've hurt through our own actions, and help us give it another go.
The next time you feel distant from God, for whatever reason, just stop. Stop and quiet your mind. Even if you're in the middle of a crowd, or there's a lot of distraction going on, you can quiet the inside of your own head, making stillness there. And listen. Listen with your spiritual ears for the sound of your name. Because Jesus is calling you. He's calling me. Every one of us, every second of every day, He's calling us back to Him. All we have to do is answer with a willing heart, and suddenly, He will be there. You can talk to Him, and share with Him, and He'll feel closer and closer as you continue to praise and thank Him for all you have. Then you can talk over what you need to work on, and He will take your hand, or gather you up into His amazing arms, and love you through whatever it is that you're going through.
Don't give up. Just listen . . . He's there, waiting for you to turn your mind to Him!!!
11 August 2013
{Crickets}
S: Jeremiah 9:23, 24 NLT
This is what the Lord says: “Don’t let the wise boast in their wisdom, or the powerful boast in their power, or the rich boast in their riches.
But those who wish to boast should boast in this alone: that they truly know me and understand that I am the Lord who demonstrates unfailing love and who brings justice and righteousness to the earth, and that I delight in these things. I, the Lord, have spoken!
O: The only being who stands perfected enough to praise boldly is Jesus.
A: This has so totally been me today. I opened my mouth, and praised (and probably boasted some) in the astounding goodness of my God . . . and in the joy, peace, light, love, happiness and goodness that flows into and through the lives of those who know Him. And the response?
{Crickets}
In a class of staunch believers in Jesus Christ, not a single one had a thing to say. Not an amen. Nothing. There was such a heaviness and dullness in the air. {shudder} Quite the feeling to carry away from church, eh?
P: Father in Heaven, open the ears and minds of those who hear the testimony of Your amazingness, of the radical power to save that comes only through Your Son. Continue to strengthen and direct me, and show me what to do, give me words to say, fill me with Your love. I just want others to feel what I feel...to know what I know. In Jesus' most holy and awesome name, amen.
10 August 2013
Don't Be Afraid!
Scripture: John 12:10-11
Then the leading priests decided to kill Lazarus, too, for it was because of him that many of the people had deserted them and believed in Jesus.
Observation:
Those priests were afraid. They didn't know God, and didn't trust Him. Playing the hypothetical game for a minute, if the Jews had accepted God; if the Sanhedrin had recognized Him and followed Him with true hearts, God would have made the perfect way for them to be delivered from the consequences the Romans could have dished out at their change in religious observance. God takes care of His own. Period.
Application:
Where am I still afraid? What ways do I still cling to that direct me away from the perfect path God has prepared for my needs? Inside, I think & feel like I'll do pretty much whatever God wants me to do. I'm getting better at simply being diligent, without compulsion-powered performance behind it. I also feel the old habit of self-flagellation dropping away. (Hooray!!! lol) And I'm seeing God move more and more in my life. But . . . I'm not to where Moses was. Or Abraham. Or Mary, who saw Jesus at the garden tomb.
Prayer:
Lord Jesus, show me. Send Your Spirit to convict me. Ever lead and guide me as I baby-step my way closer and closer to You.
Then the leading priests decided to kill Lazarus, too, for it was because of him that many of the people had deserted them and believed in Jesus.
Observation:
Those priests were afraid. They didn't know God, and didn't trust Him. Playing the hypothetical game for a minute, if the Jews had accepted God; if the Sanhedrin had recognized Him and followed Him with true hearts, God would have made the perfect way for them to be delivered from the consequences the Romans could have dished out at their change in religious observance. God takes care of His own. Period.
Application:
Where am I still afraid? What ways do I still cling to that direct me away from the perfect path God has prepared for my needs? Inside, I think & feel like I'll do pretty much whatever God wants me to do. I'm getting better at simply being diligent, without compulsion-powered performance behind it. I also feel the old habit of self-flagellation dropping away. (Hooray!!! lol) And I'm seeing God move more and more in my life. But . . . I'm not to where Moses was. Or Abraham. Or Mary, who saw Jesus at the garden tomb.
Prayer:
Lord Jesus, show me. Send Your Spirit to convict me. Ever lead and guide me as I baby-step my way closer and closer to You.
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